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Tuesday, April 20, 2004

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Information Overload



Starting last Friday, we've been bombarded with lots of information from the Technical Training. Hopefully, Glutaphos can do something with my brain memory. Today we have an online exam with PC Troubleshooting and Network Essentials. I memorized a lot of acronyms, and IEEE standards, y'know the Data Comm. stuff we ECE have in college. It feels like reviewing for the Board Exam again but it's okay. I only got 13 out of 25 and none of the ones I studied came out. What a pity! One of our trainers said it's fairly a good score. Importantly we have to do good in the Call Sims. and in handling actual live calls. After the exam we have our technical training continues with lots of stuff about routers of different models and function. I think I can't handle the information but I'm positive I'll learn more in time. The laboratory was fun. It's like the real thing unlike the labs I used to have in college. I'm doing them just for the grades but now I'm doing it cuz I really wanna learn. At the end of the day, I and my batchmates felt tired trying to figure out the functions and how to's and speaking English (Usually we resorted in speaking Tagalog again when we get tired). Fortunately, it's Blas birthday (Happy Birthday, pare! and thanks pala). He gave us a treat at "Something Fishy". What a good day to end!

Saturday, April 17, 2004

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Betty bought a bit of better butter



Hi, everyone. I was not able to write my thoughts lately because my training at Link2Support started last Monday. I have to balance my time between training, reviewing, doing my household chores, and the like. Well, for now I want to share my training experience. It was real FUN! I tell you, the sessions are very helpful.

Last Monday, we have the English Language Proficiency. As I entered the training room, I saw a big sign, that, if rephrased would say, "You have to speak English always!". I was nervous because I'm not really good in speaking English. I stuttered all the time when I try to speak. Anyway, our trainor came. He is an American and he greeted us with a very enthusiastic American tone. He let us perform many exercises like introducing ourselves, talk with our fellow batchmates and all I did was blah blah blah ... chuva choo choo ... as long as it is in English. The penalty for speaking Tagalog is to sing at the end of the day. Several of my batchmates did speak Tagalog expressions lucky for me I haven't spoke a Tagalog word in the entire duration of the tarining (since I speak Visaya every time I slipped! Hehehe). There was joking and kidding while the session is going on. I did not feel like I'm in a usual college classroom setting. It was more like a workshop and I was having fun. My fear of committing mistakes was diminished since all of us commit mistakes and we wished to be corrected. Sometimes you let your guard down and expose your weakness. In that way, you don't have to pretend that you are good and there is learning. Doncha, agree?

Well, after two days of ELP, we have the AAT or the American Accent Training. We were told to bring lots of water since we will be talking the whole day. Within the training days, this one is my favorite since we're learning how to speak like "Ae-me-ri-kns". We have lots of drills and we were always reminded of the "Advil" advertisement. Remember that a lady corrected her friend in the pronunciation of Advil is "Aed-vil" and not "Ad-vil"?

Oh, by the way there's this one time that I sang in front. My trainer ask me what me make me stand out among my batch mates and I answered that maybe I'm the only one who can sing a Japanese or an African song. Well, as expected the trainor requested if I would indulge and sing the song myself. My batchmates were cheering so I gave in. I sang "Sohran Bushi", one of the songs I learned while with the Himig Singers and it was the worse performance I did. I was really nervous then.

One of the things I like about the training are my batchmates. We bonded together right from the first day. We were orgiginally ten, one backed out. We do things together, like we buy food at Robinsons together, we eat our lunch at the pantry or at McDonald's together, we share our college experiences during our breaks and we go home together. We even made a pack that we would be the first batch who will all pass in the elimination which was held yesterday and break the record!

The dreaded day, Friday, came. We have this sort of elimination to test us of what we've learned from that last four days. What I rememebered during the exam was I just talked sometimes nonsense things. I have this mindset that when you just talk and talk with the correct grammar and accent, there would be no problem. To tell you honestly, I imagined myself like stupid, well, the heck of it! Who cares? As long as I have something to say, and do as required. My batchmates shared same sentiments too and we waited until afternoon for the results. The afternoon after the elimination, we continued our training but our minds were not into the training but we were very anxious about the results. I was thinking that if I will be eliminated, just like before I'll look for another prospect. I was kinda used with the trend but this time I was positive yet I did not hope that much.

Afternoon came and we were called one by one to the deliberation room. When my turn came, my evaluator told me that I have a soft voice and he asked me to hand my ID. That was it, maybe I was eliminated! He continued and said that I have a neutral accent and I can express myself and that I passed! I really want to jump but all I did was smile. My evaluator returned my ID. I was really happy but not so happy. It was a good feeling nevertheless. I proceeded outside and waited for my other batchmates. To make the story short we were the first batch with the highest passing rate! Unfortunately, one batchmate did not make it. We decided to treat her at Tokyo Tokyo and wished her luck in applying to other companies.

Today, we still have our trainings. There's a lot to study about Data Comm and stuff and we have an exam on Monday. Unfortunately, my Data Comm. background is weak so I have to double my time learning new "strange" stuff. There will be another elimination next week so wish me luck!

Beddy bäd? bidä bedder budder! Get it!? Have a nice day.


Sunday, April 11, 2004

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"One Voice" - the Holy Week Special



I spent the Holy Week alone in my room in Countryside, Pasig. Last Good Friday, I attended the fellowship in Word for the World and woah! I was filled with gladness as people were prasing God and worshipping Him! There was no atmosphere of mourning as the world commonly perceive during that day. For us Christians, the Good Friday was and is still the Best Friday in our lives because Jesus is victorious in fulfilling God's plan and we are eternally grateful for the eternal redemption of our Salvation. I could not help myself imagining what sacrifice Jesus did and no tear or word is enough to thank Him.

Today is Easter Sunday and the world is so busy fuzzing about easter bunnies and easter eggs but for us Christians, this sunday is the Resurrection Sunday. It is the day the Lord Jesus Christ has conquered death and rose among the graves and ascended into glory! It is this day that our faith was made. Just five hours ago, I watched our church's musical cantata entitled, "One Voice". Truly, I have watched many easter cantatas in the past but this one really struck a chord inside me.

"One Voice" tells the story of the two Pharisees, Joseph the pharisee of Arimathea and Nicodemus. Remember the heart verse of John 3:16? It is Nicodemus whom Jesus has spoken these words. The cantata begins with John the Baptist preaching about Lord Jesus' coming and some time later on he baptized Him in the name of the Father and of the Spirit. As Jesus' teachings touched the many lives of the people living at that time, these two pharisees also have different shares of conflict and struggles.
Joseph was a Pharisee who was concerned of abiding the Law of Moses. It was his UTMOST duty to protect it and have the people obey it. He found Jesus' teachings totally blasphemous with respect to the Law and he was with a hard heart that he would get rid of Jesus and his teachings so that the Law will prevail. Little did he know that Jesus was working in his hard heart. Nicodemus, on the other hand, was rather a confused man. He ceratinly did not reject Jesus' teachings but was silently believing Him. However, if he would actively declare his faith in Jesus, his reputation will be tarnished. As the story goes on, Joseph's wife is pressuring him to stand by the Law and live up with his father's standards. Meanwhile, Nicodemus' sister encouraged him to let go of his reputation and follow Jesus. Events happened: Jesus was brought into court, he was crucified and both did nothing. They did not condemn him nor pleaded for his life but they wished that they have done something. In the end, Joseph and Nicodemus found each other in the footsteps of Jesus' followers and they totally let go of what binded them for so long and led free lives to follow Jesus.

We ask ourselves now. What keeps us from totally following Jesus? Is it our Job? Ambitions? Career? Money? Opinions of other people? Our own religions? Beliefs? If we let go of everything and totally focus ourselves to Jesus, we could be free just like Joseph and Nicodemus.

Happy Resurrection Sunday Everyone!

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

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Night of Terror



This is my favorite of all my brother, Aris' drawings. The Night of Terror

Night of Terror

This is the wallpaper version I made.

La Noche Wallpaper


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Finished Moving



Ah! What a great day! I woke up with a rather fresh feeling. Today is my last day of moving all my things from Cavite to Pasig. Last Monday, I brought all my books, yesterday my clothes and just a while ago, I brought my toiletries, kitchenware, etc. Guess, I'm all set! I really like my room. After all the scrubbing I did , removing cobwebs from the corners, changing the incandescent bulb into a eye-blinding, 100-watt fluorescent light bulb, wow It's almost like my room in Davao - which reminds me on how long I'll be able to set foot in that place again? (Sigh! :( ) Anyway, I still have to arrange things this afternoon and fix things like the halayan, the window screen.

Things seem to be falling into place nowadays.

Monday, April 05, 2004

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Overhauling Andy's Undies



My former image host, Titansfan has been down for almost a week now and my blog looks really messy with those little red crosses. However, I recently switched to Photobucket and I hope that its free service will last forever. Much work has to be done since I have to change the URLs of the images to be used. Unfortunately, I haven't saved a hard copy of my banner so I have to use the old style by blogger.