Everyday is a different day


Well, I'm still sulking in here regarding my ill-fated situation. However, there's no use dreading everyday thinking about you job, right? So I guess I just gloss over the entire eight hours like a machine without any feelings. Maybe, that's one of the factors too, I become too emotionally involve especially when dealing with people, I want to please people everytime but in your job, you can't please anyone especially the clients. "Duh, pakialam nako kung guba ilang router!" Sometimes people demand so much na it's too much na talaga and you start to cower yourself or fight back ... Stop, think and wait a minute, is it love that I really feel? Look, I'm really out of my senses. Right now, I'm looking for a new job - a normal one, I don't care how I would pay the remaining amount of bond kung magrereseign ako "someday" hahaha... uncertain pa pala. Who knows? I might love my job talking and blabbering. Basta, I just think that everyday is a different day. I just think that God designed different situations for each day since He wants me to learn something from it. Sometimes, when I pray, I complained much from God why would He let me feel hard this way and questioning Him if there is another way to make things more bearable. I remember Jesus' prayer when He prayed in the Garden of Gethsemane asking from His father if there is an easier way to save mankind from sin. I just thought that my dilemma is nothing compared to his'. Well, thinking about this sometimes I feel quite lucky. I have my own money, and can freely make my choices in life and most of all I'm alive! Well, that's somethings more I can thank for. Life goes on for Andy ...